and ,

boy i hope we aint growin apart .

=-?

cup cake ? wut is this shit?


no blogs battles like twin said, please .


tryna kikc it wit my best nd my girlfriend ree tomorrow. heh heh ! ;] lol.

-- I.E.

"lol"

i have a suggestion . how abt instead of using "lol" we uses "olo" . it stands for "only laffed once."
cuz most of the time when we put 'lol' we're really not 'laffing out loud'. we may have chukcled or smiled to ourelf , buhh we definitely ddnt laff out loud. so that means we're just lying to the person that we're talking to, making them believe their joke was actually good enough that we laughed out loud, KNOWING we ddnt, KNOWING it wasnt. so i say we keep it a hunn' .


yall wit me ? =/


-- I.E.

dear Sharee "Twin" Hughes,

i would really like to take this time to sayyyyy, sorry . from the bottomest bottomest bottom of my heart . idk y the fu*kc i was trippin , like really . nd i really cnt understand how i could just turn my bakc on yu like that. i was goin thru that ' who's really real' stage n my life nd i fukced up. i went right off of what i heard b4 i even tlkd 2 yu. i dnt wanna be the kinda gurl who fukcs up her relationship w. 1 of her closest friends over a nigga . nd i was tryna aim yu earlier buhh yu signed off b4 i could finish typing. if yu dnt wanna take this apology, i understand; really. just know that im verrrrrrrryyyyyy sorry nd i love yu a whole lot .


couldnt even go 2 days w.o yu .


Love,
Twin Iman . =]

cuhs even when ur hustlin days are gone she'll stay by side still holding on. nd even when ur 20's stop spinnin , nd all those golddiggin women disappear,


she'll [s t i l l] be here.


must be nice .
-- I.E.

merry christmas .

i dnt want a lot for christmas.
there is just 1 thing i need.
i dnt care abt the presents,
underneath the christmas tree.
i just want yu for my own.
more than yu would ever know .
make my wish come trueeeee,
reggie all i want for christmasss
is yuuuuuuuuuu . :]



*merry christmas to all, and to all a goodnight .

goodnight muffin mouse .

papi fell asleep on me. this makes two strikes in one day . firsttt ur fone dies when im tryna come see yu, thennnn yu fall asleep on me. booo yu suck ! lol. j/k.

romeo , im ur biggest fan. i have ur pictures all over my wall nd everryythingggg . i even saved 1 of ur hairs from your goatee . lmbo. hopefully 1 day yu can get a talent so i can sneak in ur concert the way i snuck in lil wayne's monday. [btw erybody, i snuck in lil waynes concert monday. yes, im a certified GANGSTER! 8] ] lol. buhh really romeo , stop calling me his groupie, cuhz im notttttt . nd i wuld much rather b your groupie n e way ;]


p.s. twinnnnn i love yuuuu , if ur out there reading this. nd hopefully yu hit me up soon so we can get together nd hang out nd smoke lots of weeeeed . lmbo . [insider, yu folks wuldnt get it =P]


signed, sealed , delivered ,

-- Juliette.

hey pa .

i was downtown clubbin; ladies night .
saw a shawty , he was crazy right .
so i approached fellie like,
"pa, wuts ur age nd type?"
he looked at me nd sed,
"u`z a baby, rii?"
i told him ,
"im 18 nd live a crazy life .
plus i can tell yu wut the 80's like.
and i know wut the fellies like .
yu want a girl thats polite .
listens, and takes advice .
i can be all 3; plus i can take the pipe .
come widd me, come stay the night. "
he looked at me laffin,
like "gurl ur game is tight. "
im laffin bakc like "sho` yu rii.
get in the car .
nd dnt touch nothin ; sit in the car.
now lets discuss somethin..
either im lovin or i`ll see yu tomorr`."
now we speedin up the westside.
my hand's creepin up his left side,
im ready tuh do it.
ready to bone . ready for dome .
Lincoln Drive exit;
damn, damn . already we home .
now lets get it on . ;]


-- Juliette .

temptation .

temptation was todays test . it was a really hard task to not give in to, buhh i ddnt. nd im proud of myself . not too many ppl can do that.


gnite.
--Juliette

all eyes on HE

 

lol! romeo as a kidd. how adorableeee ! erybody watchin him ride his lio tryicle.... fashoooo ! =D

n e way .. on the phone so ttyl.

-- Juliette.

=D

i have a pretty blog !
go 'head nd jokc me. 8]


woke up feeling grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrEATTTTTT ! nd the day has just begun. yes; at 1:31. lol, thats how i DOES it ! hehe. =]


--Juliette.

ha .

buhh then i think abt it ..
man i just be trippin.
i cnt do w.o mah BOOOOO ! =D


lol. gnite muffin mouse . =*

iiddkk .

its beginning to feel like .. maybe yu enjoy the [concept] of having me around; and not me. yu enjoy having sum1 2 tlk 2 .. nd someone to always be there for yu, as i am. yu enjoy having someone to listen to all your thoughts w.o judging yu. yu enjoy having a [r i d e r ].

but when it comes to actually giving ur all to me , it seems like thats something youre too afraid to do . yu claim ur not afraid of anything, buhh ur actally terrified of the concepts of caring and compasion. yu just wanna feed me bits while im giving yu mouthfulls.

' i will never apologize for anything'. this makes me wonder if i should keep on trying. relationships are about giving up things or doing things yu dnt normally do , just to make your mate happy. yu give these things up bc yu realize ... it aint no 'I' in 'WE' ; or in 'US' . theres alotta ish i dnt usually do tht im doing now, alotta shit ive gave up. so if i'm giving yu my all, and yu cant cough up ONE apologetic word .. it makes me wonder if all this 'giving up' is even worth it.

.. or if i shuld just G I V E U P .



-- Juliette.

well,

i thought i wrote part 2 .. guess i forgot to post it. anyway, im not gunna write it again cuhs the feelings aren't all there today.. im sure yu could tell by the 1 room answers and the lowkey avoidance. buhh yeaa.. shit is a lil che-chewy today. better lukc 2morrow.


nite.
-- Juliette.

gangstafieddd;

oooh boy ur taste is,
sweet like morning dew.
nd i wuld go craaazy boy,
if i couldnt have none of yu.
yu see ur from jamaica,
strait out of my honda trunk.
yu make me wanna roll yu up,
nd then yu make my body slump.
yu make a sistah have the gangsta leeeaaaaannn !


most def. not tlkng abt a boy. =x

God,

God, come in God. God, come in God.

dang yur a girl .. wow.

i guess the reason im tlkn to yu tonight is .. cuz ive been doin a lotttaaa thinkn. and i consider myself a pretty cool gal. nd ive never cheated on any of my boyfriends. well .. except tht one lil time in new york but...tht was just some head. nd head dnt count right ? ahhh thanx God, i knew yu'd understand. well, i just feel like ... i wanna be honest w. yu. God, i just need a sweet nigga. yu know , somebody not to fast, buhh not too slow. cuz i dnt have it all my damn self. nd life AiNT easy. yu know, yu just need somebody by yur side tuh help smooth tht thang on out, yu know wut im tlkn bout? i mean im not bein pikcy. he dnt even HAVE to have a big long thang. just somethin well proportionate to his body.

wuhh ? yu say.. yu say yu F0UND somebody? is he cute ? well when do i get to meet him ? ahhhh. God, your the greatest. well, i guess i'll talk to yu later.

Ahhhhhhhhmen; oh im sorry, im sorry; Ahhhhhlady. =]



_I.[J].E.

longest blog ever.

shawty, i really wanted to be erything yu needed.
who knows wut wulda happened if yu stayed that, that night w. me ?
i toll yu tuh 'come nd get w. me, promise i wnt leave ya.'
who every thot tht she'd be the one; one; one; one tuh decieve ya ?

nd now its awful cold in that house she baught yu.
nd i've gotten over livin w.o yu.
spring time, summer time, fall time, winter.
nd all of our love we had ur starting to remember,
buhh
yu was off tht game, now erythng dun changed cuhh,
now im makin love to [ ]
nd i dnt feel bad. nd naww i aint sad cuhh,
now im makin luhv tuh [ ]
she was the one tht yu ran to,
the 1 yu gave yur hand to,
so dnt say yu ddnt plan to.
so erytime tht yu think of me, kno ive been makin love to [ ].


ooh oh, ooh oh, ooh oh, ooh oh.
nd now ur calling me saying yu ddnt mean tuh do me wrong.ooh oh, ooh oh, ooh oh, ooh oh.
yu've died in my heart so go ahead nd live in her arms.

my love's out the window, thats if u ddnt know,
peace up, a town, ride out.
cuhs im sittn in this '64,
boy as the wind blow,
bby im all cried out.

when your heart is broken,

gone 'head nd pikc it up.

gone 'head nd pikc it up.

gone head nd sukc it up.

cuh yu was off tht game,

erything dun changed,

cuhh now im makin love

to reggie. :]

all nighter

5:49 nd a nigga is nowhere near done.


i`ll never trust anyone from the countersex.
learned tht 4rm the person tht i`d thot i`d spend the rest;
of my days wit, happy familiy && home.
better yet, aint nuthn better than be`n on my own.
see i learned a lil somethin from this like see..
gotta ♥ w. a box where that ice be .
got feelings for him, but keep it in my ♥.
which is in that boxx ..
aint a nigga smart ?


:] goodmorningg !

my response ::

i dnt really know what to write as a response. erything tht i say , i think i make t pretty clear. it is good to know how feel, tho. ;]

buhh fer me, it isnt abt responses bakc nd forth. cuz then it wuld seem like im only doin it cuz im obligated to. so imma write when im influenced. mmkay ?


fashoooo. ;]

my little secret.

it has become a [ m u s t ] to hear his voice b4 i g2 sleep and as soon as i wake up. i dream abt him, then wake up nd day dream abt him, then do it all again.

he says 2015 is the yr. i mean thts coo w. me. by then i`ll be financially set && ready to settle down. i already got my dreams && ambitions of how good of a wife i wanna be, to whomEVER ends up wife`n me. but ohhh how his last name matches so perfectly w. mines. iman murray ; i likes that . ;] . buhh wut if 2015 dnt come ? nd wut if im juss waiting on something tht wnt come true ? tht can't be right. this can't be life. buhh i`ve lost trust in everybody i ever gave it to. anyway, i know tht this is just a big blog of random thoughts, buhh that's how its been goin down lately.


oh btw, this 1`s ferr yu romeo. so yu dnt gotta ask. :]


~ juliette .

nine words women use ::

1.)
'Fine' : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2.)
'Five Minutes' : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3.)
'Nothing' : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'nothing' usually end in 'fine'.

4.)
'Go Ahead' : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5.)
Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of 'nothing'.)

6.)
'That's Okay' : This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman
can make to a man. 'That's okay' means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7.)
'Thanks' : A woman is thanking you, do not question or faint. Just say
you're welcome.

8.)
'Whatever' : Is a women's way of saying FUKC YOU!

9.)
'Don't worry about it, I got it' : Another dangerous statement, meaning
this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's
wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3.Then you RUN!



_courtesy of yours truely. :]

nine words women use ::

1.)
'Fine' : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2.)
'Five Minutes' : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour.
Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3.)
'Nothing' : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'nothing' usually end in 'fine'.

4.)
'Go Ahead' : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

5.)
Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of 'nothing'.)

6.)
'That's Okay' : This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman
can make to a man. 'That's okay' means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7.)
'Thanks' : A woman is thanking you, do not question or faint. Just say
you're welcome.

8.)
'Whatever' : Is a women's way of saying FUKC YOU!

9.)
'Don't worry about it, I got it' : Another dangerous statement, meaning
this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's
wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3.Then you RUN!



_courtesy of yours truely. :]

love,

there`s so many things I've got to tell yu. buhh im afraid i dnt know how. cuhs there`s a possibility tht yu`ll lok at me differently. :/




im outta here, buhh b4 i go, i dnt love them hoes. :]

pouting .

i want my twin. bcuhhs i haven't seen her in a long time. and bc iLh && iMh . and if she`s deciding on a uc, ucr is the place to beeeee !



p.s. romeo made a blogspot buhh doesn't use it. wuts the real sense of it ?


gnite loves .

4:36 am .

me, mebrak && brinkley r just now getting to sleep. YES we have classes in the morning, & YES we weren't thinking . lol. buhh oh well, we stayed up laffing && tlkng && shit . good tymes . =]

n e way, mebrak was telling us this story abt how this lil gurl got her head chopped off in an accident by the seatbelt. i guess the impact of the accident made the seatbelt cut her head off. nd it was right after the parents wedding. so she`s sittn there w. just a body, in a wedding dress, strapped in a seatbelt. thts sum scary shit . =/ so mebrak helped me move my mattress to brinkley`s room so im not scared. so we gettin it poppin in here! eyyyyyy ! lol. n e way, its time 2 g2 sleep. so gnite-- i mean goodmorning loves . =]


-juliette . ♥

awww ;

its great to know tht i influence ppl to get blogspots . ppl must really think im cool ! too badd deep down imma loser . =/ . lol, 3 ppl have a blogspot becuz of me, nd today there was one addition. fashoooo ! =]


goin to sleep. today was chill. i hung out w. my bitches ashley && melissa tha majority of the day. [we call ourselves M.I.A. ;] ] then after tht, me sharmel nd jacob went to john`s incredible pizza. it was pretty fun. buhh im off to bed! so gnight my loves !

~tasha fierce .

oh !

PLUS he g2 chuch on sunday && he finally gettn paid. even tho he was promiscuous back in his younger days. buhh i used 2 be the same way, i cnt evn fuss or fight . i just figure he`ll stay w. me if i keep the loving tight ;)

i let yu know tht ur my good thing. even if yu, make a mistake nd do the wrong thang, i`ll forgive yu. i just believe tht yu nd i are spossed to be together. hold on nd donnttt let gooooo . :]


~ tasha fierce .

i wake up sooo happy ;

i`ve been waking up happy for the last 3 weeks . at first i ddnt even consider him but, he`s really proved himself. every morning he says good morning. every morning he calls, even when i dnt answer . and yesterday, he gave me breakfast in bed. its just some things i ddnt expext romeo to do tht he does for me . i cnt even say all of it , buhh i sure can say this::



im h a p p y . =]

~tasha fierce .

night !

today was a lonnggg and informative day. found out some funny shit. lol.
i see yu pimpin ! =] my best johnathan is always there to lend a helping
hand when i need one. iLh sooo much for that !

n e way, i never g2 sleep b4 2 anymore. =[ . welcome to the college life
! =/

gnight loves; i decided 2 sleep nude tonight ;] . lol.
_i[J]E ♥.

haa .

fashoooooo ! =]

video phooooonnneee .

This is the feircest picture ever taken in all of eternity. lol. i love it! erything abt it.lol . buhh enough bragging. uhhh i got Toby bakc! hell yeaaaa! it was a hard, long week w.o yu. lol. [toby aint a person btw]. ohhh and last night me, brinkley, mebrak, aftin, dana, ashley, mellissa, matia, erika, brittany, diamond, and mynesha went to this omega function. yeaah, we roll DEEP ! haha . omggg. tlk about pakced. they were serving omega oil. now if you havent tried that yet, yu sincerely need to. like its not even an option. its bombbbbb, it tastes like grape koolaid. thts bad tho cuhz u can just be drinkin it nd outta nwhere it'll hit yu. buhh it was cool tho. we had fun. the only thing tht went wrong was like this smell inside. like...it ddnt smell like nuthin, buhh wutever it was was burnin thee fukc out of our noses. i was definite it was anthrax. lol. so if im dead, yu know why. buhh @ least i got me some omega oil ! ahaha/




toodles !
_tasha fierce. ;]

reciprocity maybe ?

longggg day .. woke up super early for no apparent reason. i usually get 12 hrs of sleep. today i got 8 ! lol wth ! all baddd. my dormate sed its unhealthy to sleep for half of the day, buhh i say its a blessing ! lol. i got my hair retouched today. i washed it && ashley flat-ironed it && puhh some new tracks in. she tight she tight ! haha. i also got Ny callin me mauric[a]. lmbo. tlkn bout im takin maurice side all the time. she be trippinnn. that's y i love her. :-* LASTTT , i just need some recprocity in this peace. yu know.. a favor for a favor ? eye for a eye ? its feeling like im giving 80 to your 20. i say we usher this shit && start trading places. ;]



gnight loves.
IJE♥

quick poem.

my stunt man;
he comes thru when ur tripping on me.
makin sure that im good nd yu aint hitting on me.
he does all the other things yu say yu CAINT do,
so understand when yu leave, he just replace yu.
yu play the role real good and keep them scenes poppin.
cute as hell, denzel, w. a face of cotton.
buhh still i have no option,
buhh play these games witcha.
nd when yu leavin and decievin he comes in the picture.
my little tight-er-upper,
we hardly use a rubber,
see yu be scared to lick the clit buhh he eats all the supper.
he like this rapper so he likk it like a lollipop.
even ate the creme filling and made cherries pop.
oh how dare he stop? wutta catastrophe.
nd on the bad days , 2 stakcs he passes me.
so when yu say im slippin , i have a fall bakc.
nd when yu say im tripping, i`ll never fall flat.


~I.Juliette

he`s sooo amazing.

i feel like if i climbed the hghest latter, on the tallest tower, he`s be there to catch me. he knows EXAkTLY wut to say. nd im really convinced that [this time],



its real .

♥

ii dnt wanna lose this relationship. so we gotta stay strong. dnt wanna move on. ii know ur sikc && tired of the Fussin, && the Fightin && the cussin. buhh iLy. nd uLm too.
no matter wuhh yu do. no matter wuhh yu say. no matter how Far yu go, dnt take ur luhv away. bc iLLLLLLLLLy nd boy ii waaaaaant yu, nd boy ii neeeeed yuu. soo lets just work it outttt. =|

So basically, im begginning to grow up.

i find myself letting go of all the immaturities that i held onto in highschool. ive forgotten all the irrelevant things that have taken place, and now i simply live for today. I've been working on my music a lot, and ive been networking and all that stuff. its really comming along. and im not sayin that as a bluff. like if i really stay on top of everything, im really going to get somewhere. the downfall abt all this is that idc abt school as much as i do music. so sometimes i'll sacrafice my hmwk for a beat or song. ppl dnt understand it but .... wuts misunderstood aint gotta be explained. amd i just know that in the end, all of it will pay off.

so the person yu knew before, she's dead. her spirit is still here but she is long gone. meet Iman Juliette Europe, and learn to love her. =]

if i could escape,

and recreate a place thats my own world, then i wuld be ur fav-o-rite gurrrrllll forever. perfectly together. now tell me boy, wuldnt tht be sweet? if i could be sweet; i kno ive been a real bad gurl. i ddnt mean for yu tuh get hurrrrtt wut-so-ever. WE can make it better. now tell me boy, now would tht be sweet?



=]
im baaaaaaack. ;]

'just make it into a taco !'

sometimes yur juss likeee rain && i can't stand yu. /
sometimes its vice and we battle like them bands do./
buhh never second guess our friendship like ur mann do./
cuhs u`ll be by my side, even when them fans sue./

its crazy how we met, bakk up in the eigth grade./
member when we stopped tlkn dayyss ovr koooolaid?/
got attached hella fast , couldn't seperate./
yu was there when my financial state was far from strait./

super jokes all the time, rollablunt.com/
who knew this asian nerd wuld be the 1 smoke a bong?/
even for my birthdayyy, got a gurl sum thongs./
that [i] bought, nd [i] left, tht was hella wrong./

jay marie enseki, there's no one above yu./
i got yo bakc like, arms when they hug yu./
dnt let them make, let them brake, let them judge yu./
this mite sound really gay, buhh bess i really love yuuu. ='[ =]


_IJE. ♡

=]

tale as old as time .
true as it can be .
bareley even friends ,
then somebody bends;
unexpectedlyy.


just a lio change .
small to say the least .
both a lio scared .
niether one prepared ;


beauty && the beast . =]


_IJE. ♡

b e l i e v e .

in the wise words of dwayne micheal carter jr:
"dont believe in me. dont believe me. i graduated from hungry && made it to greedy."


been so busy w. this rap shit, forgot all abt my blog. sorry. anyway, nuthin much 2 say . .

i juss be rappin && shyt.

gnite. =]

_iJE.

braze night.

got followed around by sum wierd ppl. yikes.

now im sleep in a bed tht dnt belong to me.

_nite.

IJE. ♥

there's been good days,

then there`s been one's like this.

mannn. went tuh the club tuhnite w. sharmel && monique. at first i ddnt even wanna go, buhh they did, so i started doin my hair. next thing yu know, sharmel gets a call. timmo`s mom died. [rip]. btw, timmo was my prom date, nd his mom was hella cool.

after that, i thot sharmel ddnt wanna go anymore..that was her aunt. buhh mann...i ddnt even wanna go anymore. buhh sharmel was koow. she was strong..she a rider. ha. so we just went on. did my hair, got dressed, got my bag && was out.

we park, go get in line 4 this club. cnt get in; club is over capacity. lol buhh knowing ME i wasnt juss gunna take tht 4 an answer. we hung out around a lil longer, then these 2 gurls came up 2 the owner sayn they wanted they munny bakc. so sheeeyit i akted lyk i was w. them nd i got 25 dollas ! lmbo. i ddnt even pay a dime 2 get in nd got 25 dollas bakc. haha. thats sum 'iman&&ny' shyt. =D buhh yeah, the shit wasnt crakcn so we went bakc 2 the car 2 head 2 ucr's function.

we get 2 the car; the window's busted. at this point im like wtf? we pop the trunk to where we put our bags,they gone. they gone. our bags were gone. monique had her credit cards, camera, fone... all that. me? i had my homework &&reading glasses. for those who dont know... i cant see shit w.o my glasses. the good thing tho is that i took my wallet && fone inside. smartest move of my lifetime. reading glasses r replacable. i can copy sum1'z notes. && i can buy anuther bag. buht i feel reaaallyy bad ferr monique . she had sooooo much munny on her credit card. plus her window 2 her car is out. hang in there gurly. =/


i just hope my dad pays for this shyt. lol.
nite.


_IJE

productivity.

i finally got a believer.

"nahhh, iman cnt sing. she can rap tho. she rap hella good."
"fuhreal? rap iman."
i spit my flow. then i got 3 more believers.


this is just the beginning man. i swear, im so serious abt this. even w. the haters [cough] RUQAiYAH [cough] thats tryna hold me down! lol.


did hw 4 the 1st tym in a longgg time 2day. realized tht i seriously need a math tutor; speciffically the fine asian boy thats in my class. whoooo ! he is just too bomb for lifee.

anyway, gotta g2 sleep "early" lol. abs && glutes class in the am, then vball in the pm. sheeeesh. tlk about workin a playa. =/ lol.

_IJE

=]

hella cool day. rekindled sum old flames ;]. lol. kyle's comming this weekend. he sed he never reads this blog, buhh im pretty sure he does. =P

anyway, i made a song 2day. yes, my 1st song ! lol. kinda excited. i did a remix 2 rider by lil wayne. i put it on my page just incase yu wanted to hear, which u do. =] tati likes it.. sharmel likes it.. now all i need to know is if Y0U like it !. lol. chekc it out. myspace.com/weeziefladie. nd if im not ur friend, request me. i'll add yu. ;]


well gudnite gang. time 2 hit these egyptian cotton sheets of miiiiine.

_IJE.

so,

i typed this aim tuh this dude i used tuh see,
sayin tht i chose this handsome guy w. whom i want tuh be.

=]


tuhday was cool.. hella chill. discovered i have a webcam!! hell YES ! lol. now im really finna get those songs && youtubes poppinn.

roomie's bakc. i missed this hoe. =D she's been gone all weekend. our plan is to move into the apts. 2gether next yr. we saw them && theyre hella nice. [omg. janae has me sayin hella! lol]


mann i gotta take this weave out. this shit is itchin like a muhhhhhhfukca. =\ lol.

gnite L7's.

_IJE. <3

after all the rain, u'll see the sun come out again.

there has never been a a statement soo true. its like.. i'll have a series of unfortunate events, then out of nowhere, it all gets better. =]

got my laptop 2day. poppinnnn. =]

ohh nd ferr those who ddnt know, i now reside at uc riversiiiide. =D its pretty kool here.. i like t. roomates hella cool. she's a taurus too! they say most taurus' dnt get along, buhh we're doing quite awesum. then again, its only the 4nd week. lol.

uhh wut else wut else wut elseee? ohhh yeah. im boutta get tatted up again. mom doesnt approve of it tho. she says if i get it she's taking me off her phone bill , meaning no sidekikc. lol. buhh yeaaah rite. if she akes me off, she cnt tlk 2 me! if she cnt tlk 2 me, she'll go insane !erybody needs sum of the I-factor ;] lol. buhh yeaah, when i get it, i'll post a pick upp.


outta here. class @ 12 tuhmorrow. wutta dragggg. =]

luhv calls!
_IJE.

damn.

woke up realizing tht i lost ALL my closest 'friends'. well xcept coin && jay.

so when iGet famous, guess who imma help? haa, yep. coin && jay.

thaaannkk yuuuuu. =]


_iJE ♥.

life is beautiful.

life is beautiful. life is fantastic. life is....erything its made out to be. =]


haha ohhh my goshh i was soo bored last night nd decided 2 read mookie`s blog tht he posted lyk a yr ago; no groupie. lol. buhh u knoww, i tried tuh get a feel of what he was writin bout when he first started this stuff. haha omggg tht nigguh is jooookessss ! it sed::

"Why??

Why the fuck do we go through all this shit to die? We spend so much time doin irrelevant shit that is super not needed.Spending money on??? BULLSHIT. Iono sometimes shit gets to me,like LIFE.The world is over 2012, do I really need to be doing the shit I do? We're going to be around for another 5 years. I wanna fall asleep and never wake up,LIVE IN A DREAM .Im doing all this shit this year,to go to school,how FUCKING dumb. I want to make it in life, but how long do I have? This weed is fuckin with my mind,making me think about the most OUT THERE shit in the world. Makes me wanna jump off a cliff (ok im lying) but it makes me think about everything into depth like a mothafucka.Heaven is a Man-made Fantasy. No one has ever told me what heaven is like...........no one has told me what anything is like. IM GOIN FUCKIN CRAZY. I wanna stay in my room the rest of my life and smoke weed and think. No nevermind ill go all the way back to my birth. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Man Im trippin."

hahahaha =D. jookkess. make sure yu peep his page out too one day. 100kgold.blogspot.com.


gnite readers. =]

_IJE ♥.

=]

sleep w. a smiiiile again ! even tho nyjah issa big ass meanie !

Ny: hahahaha
Ny: how fukcng weird are yu broo
Ny: whaa do yu do w. yur life!
Ny: lmfaoo


:-[ lmao. all i did was share a joke that was funny to ME to her, and this is the thanx i get? i know not tuh share nuffin w. HER again ! iHope she enjoys that big ole 'O + /' by her aim. i will! :-d



im so blessesd for the life i live. thank yu God. and since i know ur a girl God, i wnt say Amen anymore. =]



Ahhhhhhhlady. =]

_iJE ♥.

lmbooo; jokes of the day ::

lmaooo. ok. first of all, this big ass tv remote control ! i saw it in the store tuhday nd just couldn't seem to understand why ANY one wuld meed a remote control THiS big bro ! if yu need text this big, ur blind. nd if ur blind, yu use brail anyway ! so this remote serves absolutely N0 purpose! lmao. keki had me rollin ! =D. "why the fukc does this have an OK button??" lmaoo. jokes.

secondly, this picture! ahahaha. keki called him borat. till she gotta closer look! lmaooo. ilH !

GREATnite guys, GREATNiTE ! =D
_iJE ♥.

as far as im concerned;

iHave [ one ] friend on this planet earth.





guess who?

whoaaaaa paaatnuh !

haven't been on here in a longgg tym. well @ least it seems lyk it. gotta katch yall up tho. okayy sooo where do i start? OH ! mmkay so yu know the friend i was tlkn abt i lost? well yeaa, tht was my twin ree. turns out, she ddnt know n e thing abt the situation! =IO ! [= man w. mustache suprise face lol].
buhh yeaa, chris ddnt mention it to her, which is weird. i thot he wouldve . buhh yeah he ddnt, nd i told her wuhh happened nd now we`re cool ! well , nahh as cool as we USED tuh be, buhh yu know.. we`re gud. NEXT, i lost my prince. he had ran away the uther day, buhh we found him nd now he`s safe again! =). THEN..hmm wuhh else happened? OH ! i had my goin away party; came up on a few dollas. yu kno, a lio sum sum. =D.

i also came to the conclusion thaa all gud things must come to an end. im losing close friens, maybe cuzza college nd stuff. maybe they`re just busy. who knows. but yeah. i still think that if ur a REAL friend, yu dnt get nuthin get nbtween yu nd ur paatnas. buhh eyy, who am i? =\



niiite yall.
_iJE ♥.

meet weezie.

this is her. i am she ! =]. i never have too many pics of juss [me] on here. thot i`d change it up a lio bit. =D

_iJE ♥.

54 days.

i gotta real gud husband now.
sumone between a luhver && a friend.
it feels gud when he`s around.
&& he`s so far 4rm all the uthrs that i`ve been w.
cuhz i thot, i,
knew wuhh luhv, was,
buhh it wasn't.
until he came && changed my life,
made me realize,
that,
all the love on this land,
i wanna give to this man.
bc he makes me wanna b a better gurl
&&,
all the games i`ve played
r in the past.
b.c i know this 1`s
gunna last.
its crazy how he makes me wanna be a better gurl;

for HiM.

_WFL ♥.

COIN !

meet C.O.I.N. caron, oc, iman, && nyjah. i love these people man.
whenever we`re together its just sooo many jokes! lyk nyjah sed, "we are
a movement. " so when yu see us cumin, MOVE out our way! lol. [very
wakc. buhh its all good.] =D

_WFL. ♥

55 days.

i have this countdown that im doing. let`s see if i can really live up to it.

this past week has dun nuthing buhh good to me. i mean EVERYDAY, is fun in southern LA. 8-) lol. buhh really.. we nd ny tend to always find sumthing to do. OH ! nd COIN had a get together thee uther day. we tore sum shit up! =D. be careful. we`re kummin to ur city soooon !


_WFL. ♥

campingg.

so carlton && my mom thot it wuld b fun tuh dragg us out to go camping at 1:30 in the morning;
i guess that was sum kinda inside joke. cuhz i really dnt get it.
we REFUSEDD tuh sleep outside inna TENT w. thee skunks, so now we`re sleeping inside of a van. im kinda skared too cuhs.... idk if im sleeping next to a bear or nyjah`s aunt. lol michelle is snoring soooo L0UD rii now bro! lmao. its all luhv tho. its really late/ early buhh ferr sum reason i cnt sleep. its juss a lot cloudin my brain rii now. 1st, i gotta get this goin away party tuhgether. then i needa start gettn this stuff for my dorm. THEN i [kinda] need a job, buhh its getting too late. gahh !

..i can sit here nd blame why i cnt g2 sleep on alotta things, buhh i kno the [real] reason i cnt sleep. the uthr day, i sent a page i wasn't spossed to. well, i take that bakc. i was SP0SSED tuh do it cuhs i did it, buhh wut was takin out of it was not at all wut i intended. i asked an old friend if i was still thot of. now most ppl wuld say that this was the wrong thing to do, buhh they must not quite understand. to go from... being sooo close, tuh being so distant, like...no hi no nuthin, can get real confusing. most people stay close w. they`re old 'friends', tlk to them ery now && again, chat; yu know.. just something. @ least yu dnt have to wonder if they know yu still exist. nd THESE are the ppl who think that it was wrong to send this page. buhh when i sent it, it was taken into the context of 'i wanna be w. yu again'. no. wrong-o. this is not @ all wuhh i asked. i in no way, shape or form want to try to break up the beautiful relationship that this 'old friend' has. all that i was saying; ALL that i was saying, is if i was even remembered. && because of this mix up, i`ve lost a valuble friend, and i regret it. i juss want her tuh know that im sorry, for any kinda trouble and/or mixup that i might have caused. she doesn't have to forgive me, i`ll understand, buhh i just needed it to be known that the way it was taken was [N0T] the way it was.... given. mmkay? =]

imma try this sleep thing again. hopefully this lady dnt start a tornado as hard as SHE`s breathin. lmao. =D


much luhv,
_WFL. ♥

noddin out.

soooooo sleepy.
soooooo much tuh do tomorrow.
gahh.

any way, tuhday was a draggg. kinda kept a low profile. wasn't tryna b fuxxed wit. stayin buzy. got too much shit tuh think abt, so i just decided not to think @ all ! =]


i hope yu all sleep happily!

_WFL ♥.

blog of tonite/day reads::

i love my bestfriend jamie marie enseki.

that's allllll folkes! =D

_WFL .♥

nii nii.

sleep w.o my wifee AGAiN. 2nd night inna row. ALL badd. thass prolly why im sikc ! lol.

tuhday was koo. 2morrow will be better.
i usually make 3 beats a day. only did 1 2day bc i was feeling ill, which means tomorrow i gotta do FiVE ! dayum! i bettah get sum sleep !


_WFL . ♥

wiife.

since ery1 wants to lend their opinions on wuhh nyjah amhari cousar looks like, here's a better picture . yu can't base wuhh she looks l off of a picture when she`s sleep mah nigguh.

_WFL. <3

ouch.

head hurts. eyes hurt. throat hurts. cramps hurt.... ugh ! how do yu get a cold in the summer? this shit is alll badd. last nite was too crazy. my bruther oc lost his mindddd, this nigguh fredrikc lost his mind, romeo left me, && nyjah made me waste all my gas for NUTHiN. danngg. i hope this day is better. as of now, im sittn up here watchin this "guys tell all" thing on channel 4. its always gud tuh have a few pointers. =]


oh btw, going away bbq is sept. 6th. make sure Y0U`RE there. yeah yu. i kno u read my blogs. 8-)


_WFL . ♥

ohhhh okayyyyy.

so the mission was to Kill Iman tonite? hell nahh. stikc tuh Bill`s ass.

so we`re @ a pwarrrtyy rii? [me nd nyjah.] the shit WUZ brakcin , i must say. buhh nexx thing yu kno, these muthafukcas start shootin !so me nd ny run alllll the way 2 the bakc of the party, where the gate is nd dukc down. nexx thing yu know, bitches start hoppin the gates nd shit, buhh i couldn't hop it cuhz i had my sandles on. so i take my sandles off, nd by then, they sayn yu can go thru the house nd get out the door. so im in the house. guess who i see? Ed. jamie`s bro. im lyk .."wtf? ed wuhh are yu duin here??" buhh he couldn't tlk or see b.c the gunpowder got in his eyes. he was rii next 2 the guy who was shootin. so he runs 2 the bathroom 2 find sum water 2 flush his eyes, nd i ruh 2 tha bakc 2 find the nearest exit. kum2 find out, they wasn't lettn ppl out the house. i sed fukkccccc thattt ! lol nd i got up on a dirty ass trash can, nd hoped my ass over this sharp ass gate. i was shakin nd shit...haha.. all bad. ne way, i hop over onto the ground; well i TH0T it was the ground . kum 2 find out, this shit is a fukcn cactus ! i landed on a fukcn cactus! wut kinda shit is that?? i kuldnt feel it tho, my adrenaline was so high. buhh uhh yeah. @ the end of the day, i left w. cactus stings, a stain on my pants 4rm the trashcan, nd one shoe. lol. alllllll badddd. nd now tht the adrenaline is gone i can feel this shit. and oh, it HURTS ! @ least im alive tho. found ny, got eddie, drove him 2 his friends house, [well, attempted 2. anuthr story.] nd now im home !

_good-- scratch that--BADnight. ALL bad.

_WFL.♥

aww nawwwh.

i cnt belieeeve its been 2 weeks in 2 days since my last blog ! wth is wrong widd meee? sorry tuh keep yu guys hangin lyk that. imma try 2 stay more committed this tym. feel free to lemme know i 4got 2 blog when i D0 forget tho ! anyway, this lyf of mine is just movingg sooo darn fast. i remember when i was in 2nd grade. sittn next tuh sherman`s fine ass. lol. nd noww yu mean tuh tell me im goin 2 B0LLEGE ?! pshhh. its crazy out in these streets. lol. buhh uhh ...hmm wuts new? i finally upgraded 2 my lx ! [=D] , mom moved, my twin has neglected mee =[, all my pasadenians are goneee, [=[ i miss them soo much], me nd romeo are working on our fantasy island, andd fredrikc has a waterbed. lol. i think i`ve sed enuff ! :D

ohh yeah, nd i reeeaallyyyy cnt wait till school starts. man, the anticipation is killingg meee ! i cnt wait to
start KiLLiN these hoes ! :-d.

i gotta whole lot tuh say, buhh i dnt wanna keep ramblin on. so i`ll just end it here.

till next tiiiiimeee ! =]

_WFL♥ . <== i can do the real heart now !

anniversary.

tonite is me nd ny`s anni ! =] great tyms. who else does it lyk uss?!





noone.

gnite.

_WFL<3

also,

to the dumies who think i really have a wife; ur stupid. all the rumors nd gossip amaze me. so imma make sure tuh extras on the [AWAY]`s, juss tuh give yu all reason to gossip more. thanx 4 the publicity! me nd my wife luhvv it. =)



_WFL. <3

bullet points;

. wrote a cute away tuhnite.
. sleep w. my wife/ sister. [no incest.]
. cool new place. sumthin tuh get used to.
. i miss sumthing. =\
. tryna figure out wuhh it is.
. gudnite.

. WFL. <3

take notes . [cough] fred [cough].

maybe yu care. maybe yu dnt. maybe yu care nd yu wanna act lyk yu dnt. wuhhever the cause may be, these are my favrit things::

movies- lion king. enough. liar liar. crash.
songs- she lives in my lap. hey america.
color- RED blxxddd !
actress/tor- jennifer lopez/ jim carey.
books- coldest winter ever. nervous.
rapper- ...... c`mon now.
ice cream- sherbert.


now tht yu know about Weee` ,
tell me summore about theee ! =]


weezie.f.ladie. =]

who wulda known.

in the past two weeks, i`ve became sooo close w. these two gurls.


ely.
aka brain. nd im pinky, cuhz sumtimes im not always there. buhh no matter wuhh tha situation is, she doesn't make me feel stoopid. she simply corrects my mistakes. nd ilh 4 that. she never judges me, nd stands behind me, and my decisions, 100%. idk wuhh ima do w. my lifee when she leaves me. i cnt evr evn stop tuh think abt it too much cuhz the sadness is juss completely overwhelming. idk wuhh i wulda did w. mah life, [if i wulda had 1], if she wasn't there the uthr day. juss know tht ily elizzle ! nd i kuldnt have dun it w.o u. seriouslyy.


sharee.
aka twin. nd this name isn't used freely. she is definitely mah twin. lyk donte, we were twins mentally. buhh me nd ree? pshhh. its further than that. we`re alike on ery level && i luhv it ! she`s so real. she`s so cool. juss think. all that tym we spent hating eachuthr, we kulda been hangin out. smh @ us. buhh yu cnt change the past! ery1 has a twin. i`ve found mines. luhv yu ree !


had tuh do a blogg fuh mah main hoesss. =D

gnite.
_WFL.

nd at the end of the day;

christopher sanchez is a big ass meanie . he`s a bully . he`s immature . nd tuhnite, he pulled a bitch move .

buhh i DiD have fun w. mah twin nd jerryy! i`d luv to do tht more often. =]]]]

nite hoes !


_WFL .

very upset;

well, not really. my bestfriend kinda hurted mah feelings juss now. so im ignoringg him nd akting sleep.

n e way, tuhday was a gud 1. tlkd tuh mom abt erything. she really missed me. now i kinda feel bqad for not meetin her yesterday. she sed she was sad b/c i was, nd whenever sumthins wrong w. me, sumthins wrong w. her. it was a great tlk nd im glad we had it. welp, im tuh bed.

gnite! =]

_WFL <3

gudmorninggg.

nd erytym he see me,
he makes sure tuh tell me he needs me.
things lyk this come easy
when ur makin luhv tuh weezie.
buhh he`s mah lemon squeezie.
nd i gotta let him kno,
all these doodes around,
buhh when he kum they gotta go.
he knows the buisness tho,
nd he gives it tuh me daily.
if im goin too deep,
i need not fuh yu tuh save me.
nd if im just sleep,
lemme dream untill im 80.
im so glad he fell in luhv
widd weezie f. ladie. :)

so two days ago rite;

i come into the house. its me, my brain[ely], stevi, nd taylor moore. we come in, greet ery 1, even tho roger doesn't really greet us bakc. so we come in , rogers in the kitchen doin the dishes, buhh the tv is on. so i say, 'roger, r yu watchin this? or can i turn?' no respose. but that's nuthn out of the ordinary. so i wait abt 5-10 minutes juss incase he decided tuh say 'no wait! i was watchin that!' . buhh he never says n e thing. so we turn. next thing yu kno, this nigguh turns the radio up in the kitchen, BLASTiNGGG the radio. we no longer can hear the tv. so i turn that shit up so we can. then he turns the radio up, lyk...tryna compete w. me or sumthin. next thing yu kno, jesse kums nd says ' oh iman, roger wants yu in the kitchen -- even tho the kitchen is rite next 2 the living room nd he could've came nd told me himself -- buhh n e way, i go in the kitchen. he says ' hey is the radio too loud for yu? ' 'yeahh juss a lil. if yu kuld turn it down a bit that`ll b cool. ' nd THEN, thass when this nigguh lost his head. ' I WAS IN HERE LISSENEN TUH THA RADIO TRYNA COOK 4 THA KIDS ND U JUSS GON BRING YO FRIENDS UP IN HERE ND TURN THE TV UP SO I CNT HEAR IT! THAT SHIT IS DISRESPEKTFUL......' yada yada yada. by then i wasn't evn hearin wut he was sayin. i was too busy in my head thinkin...is this nigguh serious rii now?? so i say ' roger. ok.' [nd walk away w. an attitude.] he says 'wut? ' i say 'ok' nd go bakc nd turn the tv down. tuh me, this was the most mature thing tuh do. instead of sittn there nd arguin w. him, i decided 2 wlk away 4rm it nd juss do wtf he sed. then this mutha fukca kums nd tosses me the fone; my aunt Lisa is on it. she says she already heard the story nd evn when im telln her my side, she says she dnt wanna hear it cuhz i always have an attitude. lemme tell yu wut roger said happened. he says i came in w. all my friends w. all my friens when he has tha radio on in the kitchen nd juss come nd turn the tv up ovr his music nd keep turnin it up. nd he sed when i went to tlk 2 him he sed 'is this too loud for yu? ' nd i sed 'yeah so yu need tuh turn it down. ' he ddnt bothr 2 tell her wut he was sayin, but he sed i walked [AWAY] sayin 'wutever , wutever.' lemme tell yu y this makes no sense. b.c if he had the radio was on in the kitchen, y wuld he have the t.v. on in the livin room too? =\ tha truth is tht niggguh ddnt have the radio on when i came in there. so bakc 2 tha convo w. lisa. she tells me that she doesn't want us in the same house 2gether. i sed 'so yu want me 2 leave? ' she starts tlkn nd tlkn. i say 'well i`ll juss leave if thass wuhh yu want.' she says 'eave then.' clikc. she pikced that nigguh ovr me. she pikcd ttht nigguh ovr fam. then i left.

now im hearin erybody tlk abt how im wrong 4 havin the attitude, buhh he did nuthn wrong. im sooo sikc of it. haven't tlkd 2 lisa since. so my bessfrien toll me that i can stay @ his dorm till friday. nd thass wuhh im doin. im not goin bakc.

i left a lot out buhh i really dnt feel lyk typin all tht. questions? aim me.

much lust,
WFL. <3

ahhh, thass enuff. =D

been off aim alllll day. now its time to return. got tym tuh clear mah head, nd only spoke tuh the selective few i wanted to. now its bakc tuh the land of awayyss. i mite do it again 2morrow too. we`ll seee.

&& this is how it goes;

im not gunna be on aim fuh about 2-3 days. i believe mah mind is on aim strike, nd i`d hate to go against it. i`ll still blogg nd ish, buhh yu wnt find me writin nan [AWAY] , nor readin one. so yeahhh.... bye !

anuther againn.

it started w. his simpin.
niggguh started trippin!
"wuhh chu duin? who yu w.? can i come w/" and
all tht utha shit, and,
i juss wasn't LiV/in.
had tuh let him go;
in the budd im nippin.
so now im str8 pimpinnn.
got deez nigguh simpin.
gahh these nigguhs trippin.
when i table tip them.
these nigguhs on lokc; yep.
and i zip them.
buhh they mean NUTHiN,
if yu want them, im givin.
still i cnt help buhh wonder boutt who yu w/ and,
who yu been lovin.
who yu been kissin.
this nigguh had ambition. nd i really miss him.
gotta find mah spouse. hop n tha expedition.
drive up tuh ur house. find yu n tha kitchen.
im nahh gunna leave until yu give me ur forgivin.
this is our routine. no doubt no question.
we start over THEN,
do it AGAiN,
like john legend.

^^ im not weezie f ladie fuh nuthin.

_WFL. <3

ok lass one fuhreal.

i juss wanna let yu know that ery1 in mah playa circle has a tattoo. from fingers, tuh arms, tuh bakcs, tuh hips, tuh NEKCS ; tuh erywhere. bombb.com.

tha only two who dnt have 1 are ca`ron nd johnathan. c`mon yall! get w. tha program!
lol.

- welkum to thee gud lyfee.

_WFL <3

&& in conclusion,

I've found my long lost twin. after yearrss nd yearrss of searchingg, we`ve found eachother! she`s so kool man. nd tuh think; ree, we HATED eachother months ago! [=-o] shame on us. smh. buhh outta nowhere, we juss clikced. im happie we did too. the fact that we can be 100% honest about how we REALLy felt abt eachother, nd nun of that fake shit, is really bombb tuh me. buhh wait, WE`RE really bombb ! lol.

chris, thank yu. [:-p]

nd yall bettuh be @ the party 2morrow ! >=[ !

signed, sealed, delivered;
-WFL. <3

deennggg.

its been a while. yes, yes i know. buhh I've been real buzy dealin widd life && the bullshit it brings. well I've missed a lot, buhh no time tuh luk bakc now. time to move F0RWARD! im omw from leavin ucr noww. mann that shit was bombb. met me sum new friens [:-*] , made mah name known [=D], haha. yu know how [I] do ! lol . buhh its all gravy bby!

till l8r! =]

W.F.L. <3

p.s......im thirsty 4 sum sierra mist. "/

oh yeah!

firs day of trainin was tuhday. i did bomb.com! =D ly life is gettn greater by tha day.

"how kuld yu call me nd tell me yu dnt wanna see me n e more???"
|
|_> "......becuhz i ddnt wanna see yu n e more..."

haha. WFL b i t c h . <3

u made me cry tuhday.

its funny;
cuhz according tuh urbandictionary.com, a bestfriend is...

"Two or more people who, through all the new friends, new hobbies, new jobs, rough times, and high school, are always there for eachother, no matter how busy they are. A best friend is someone who can make you feel better no matter what. "

....u juss dun fukcd up in ery aspekt, huh?

I'd ride for yu, die 4 yu...buhh shit yu ddnt see it. yu think im lyk all these utha gurls doode...lyk all yo utha "bessfriens" .buhh chu gon see tht aint no1 eva gon b as down 4 yu as i was. buhlee dat.

u gon miss me when im gone. =]

_WFL. <3

all alone.

i wake up in tha mornin, grab mah kikc && chekc mah aims. then get on mah knees nd let G0D know he`s tha mayne. tuhday i ddnt wake up w/ a aim 4rm ur screenname, yestaday i ddnt wake up w/ an aim 4rm ur screenname. neither tha day b4 that, nor b4 that. i juss remember tha moments; call me kodak. && kno tht i do miss ya, buhh its ur denial that i MUST hold against ya. since yu`ve been gone, I've been all alone, buhh alone is steroids cuhs it made me strong; er. him gone in tha wind. yu cheated on god`s girl, bby boy thas a sin. buhh i 4giv yu, buhh i cnt giv yu....anutha chance; pa, ur n mah reirview. && i puhh tht ring on mah kikcer, i was all in. nd now its juss a symbol of wut culda been.
got dayumm.

&& now im by myself. buhh...i like it! =]


_WFL. <3

productivity.

i got a job tuhday! =]

it pays 18 dollars an hour. nd we get paid ery friday.

^^ that mean im ballin BiTCH ! =D




_do yuuu! =] gnite.

* WFL. <3

uhmm;

bitch im grown.


&& aint got tym.


_WFL.

lass niiiite; [pdiiddy`s voice =D]

lass nite was reaaally fun man. hung out widd daniel && shitt. lol.went tuh the grove && in it out. sum umm....."issues" occured [=D] that caused us tuh not b able tuh do sum thaaangs, buh its all gud. sposed 2 b goin 2 tha movies again 2day. we`ll see wuhh happens.

oh! && yesterday i had a job interview; nailed that shit! so i gotta go bakc 2day @ 6 for anutha one. wish me lukccc! =)

_WFL. <3

brighter day;

&& I've already moved on. =)

-zuma beach 2morrww will b awesum. ;)

brighter day;

the way to my heart;

..

drokidcantbst0pd: Like I said fuck u I don't giv a shit about yo ass

drokidcantbst0pd: U need to fuckin bring yo tall ass to reality & find out wtf u want in lifee

drokidcantbst0pd: [AWAY] Meditationn cuhhhzz::bumpin weezzy & btw--->fuck his wifee

drokidcantbst0pd: Fuckin dum ass broad

drokidcantbst0pd: im tryin my fuckin hardest not to jus totaly hurt u feelings & make sure ull never want me

drokidcantbst0pd: u are a fuckin stupid ass female & after this convo is over imma give u wat u want & let me be dead to uu

......u thot THAt was the way?

"/

oh yeahh

&& yu sed IM insecure b/c i C0UGHT yu??
well this

[drokidcantbst0pd: & have fun wit maurice since u wanna do it like thatt no fuck it havve fun wit ROMEO cuz ur his julliette]

says different mah patna. clearly yu dnt have 1 fukcn clue abt wut ur tlkn about.

&& i kno this shit 4 a fakt. im juss tryna figure out why u acted lyk u ddnt.

siiiighh.

i juss dnt know anymore.

jamie juss made me thuink in another way.

.complicated shit. gnite.

_WFL. <3

falling off the face of Y0UR earth.

4 all he kno,
i fell off tha face of the earth.
buhh im a martian;
so i been this way since birth.
ur gettn tuh me.
as much as i`d h8 tuh admit.
tryna hold on tuh us,
buhh i cant seem tuh get a grip.
sikc of tryin.
nd after 2nite i really won't.
i puhh that on mah momma,
mah daddy, && erything i flaunt.
so get this shit 2getha.
call me, aim me; man wuhheva.
buhh if i dnt wake up 2morrow w/ a blue lite,
yur gon b sittn round wonderin who im wit @ nite.


&& thass fuhreal.
_WFL.

:'(

wuhh am i gunna do when i leave 4 bollege?

^^ only guy iCare about leavin.

_WFL. <3

in the words of Eamon,

"fukc wuhh i sed. it dnt mean shit now.
fukc tha presents, mite as well throw em out.
fukc all those kisses, they ddnt mean jakc.
fukc yu yu hoee, iD0NT WANT YU BAKC!"


&& all that uthr shit is irrelavent now.


_gnite.

in the words of Eamon,

wuhh does this mean? =\

had the craziest dream lass nitee. it made absolutely N0 sense. beware; im puttn names.

it started @ tha park. me nd nyjah was wlkn..nd then we started gettn on tha slide. then iTurned around && she wasn't there. so im goin crazy tryna find this gurl, nd she aims me nd says "dnt worry im w/ maurice." so im lyk koo. then iWas @ a like...cottonfield...sittn on a log [iono] , && sharee && chris come && start pikcn dandelions. then this thing kums outta nowhere && takes chris! sharee starts cryin. iStart laffin. buhh then it takes me too! && now we`re @ tha top of a mountain [iono], && he sed " iDid tht on purpose 2 try 2 get [AWAY] 4rm her." iSed "boy she`s down there worried sikc. if yu dnt get down there, imma push yu down there." he sed "not if iPush yu first." then he started sayn stuff...cnt remember, buhh in comes donte...comin on a red carpet [i0NO!!]. he juss stood there && stared @ me. buhh iDid too. iWas waitin 4 him to tlk. rite when iTried 2 tlk, chris pushes me down tha mountain. so im fallin to my death screamin, "chris wtf! how kuld you??!!" nd iLook @ tha bottom of tha mountain, tuh c fredrikc. his arms were open. && he sed, "dnt worry. i`ll catch yu when yu fall."


then i woke up.


wowieeee.

_Weezieee.

get 0FFFFFF meeee! >:o

im sikc. im sikc && fukkn tired. iWanna like you, iReally do. buhh ur makin it hard. ur all up on me; clouding me, huvering me, AiMiNG ME ! when iDont respond....guess wuhh? iDont want to! so leave me be mutha fukca!! i`ll aim yu; D0NT AiM ME! >:o


anyway, iWent 2 tha BET awards 2day. that shit was balllinnnn! and iSaw my hubbiee. [guess who it WASN'T!?] lol. sorrry im juss frustrated w/ boys. iNeed a man. iNeed a thugg. cuz all yu soft nigguhs b fukcn up. iWanna argue dammit! im so sikc of havin the upperhand! fukc.!

btw, iLMM. =x


_WFL skankss. <3

so;

i wanted tuh write this longgg thing about my whole day 2day && my outlook on erything, buhh i am sooooooo tired. && sleepy. so gnite clowns.


_weezieFladie.

bare widd me.

dammit man! i like sum1 elseee! lmto. sheeesh bessfrien [johnathan] , yu were rite. i do change who i like ery week. =\ buhh ppl juss do dumm stuff. n e way, i cnt tell yall tha name, cuhz im tryna stayy drama free,buhh when the coast is clear, yall`ll kno all about him.

next,
johnathan moved into ucla tuhday. im gon miss him terribly. i kno he aint far buhh... shit he far enuff!

last,
ihu nyjah! >:o lol. i h8 wuhh ur doingg! u dnt evn kno how much yu mean 2 ppl nd yu b doggn em out! sheeeeeesh! yu shuld b ashamedd! yu gotta 8 inch nigguh && yu C0MPLAiNiN?! bitch yu betta man upp!!! lmto.

well gnite. gotta return mah car 2morrow. not happy @ AlLLL.

_WFL <3

family bizzness!

faaaaammmilyyyy booookouttt! =D

i luhv it when we do this. oppl we aint seen in forever, sure will
briong they assws tuh a bbq when they hungry. haha. NiGGUHS! lol. nd mah
lil cuhzin marcus is here. this boy is BADD! as soon as i woke up this
nigguh gon say, "it look lyk a B0MB went off in yo hair!" lmto. effn
punk. he only 7! nd idk y he thinks his name is pony, buhh i guess i`ll
juss go w/ tha flo. haha.

btw, i like this guy buhh... sumtimes he does stupid stuff...&& asks
stupid questions...&& doesn't dnt know how to keep conversation
sumtimes. buhh i guess yu gotta take tha gud w/ tha bad, huh? =]

till laterr haterrr.
_WFL. <3

aww shizzz.

I like fredrikc againnn.

lol. gniiiiitee! =]

_WFL.

mad as fukc.

all these years...all this effort..for wuhh?

N0THiNG!

I've worked mah assss off this yr. mah motivation:: "all a`s && a b && yu get a car 4 graduation iman!" thass wuhh they sed. so where is this shit? where is my altima 2.5? i dnt see it no where. is this sum kind of sikc joke? cuhz i dnt find it funny; @ ALL.

_wMFl.

headed bakc tuh "pasa".

lass nite && this morningg was funnn! =D. im havin a graduation bar-b-q tuhday @ my house! lemme know if yu wanna kum, i`ll give yu the address.

MaNN!!!

jamie`s grampa has thee bombest hairstyle yo! he looks lyk that guy off
tha sapranosss!! lol.

juss thot i shuld share. =]

_WFL. <3

jamie`s graduation dinner.

im @ this place calld kifune for jamie`s grad. dinner. it`s a japanese
restaurant. its kinda kool! they`re teachin me how tuh use chopstikcs,
&& i must admit....im doingg absolutely terrible. lols. it`ll kum 2 me
tho.

im so proud of jamie && jettt! we aren't failuresss! =D. well, bakc tuh
the dinner. i`ll tyl.
_WFL. <3

awwww!

tuhday`s boff of my bessfrien's graduationss! im soooo effn proud of them man. jet && jamie came suchhh a long wayy. buhh sheeesh... jet`s is @ 4, jamie`s is 6! wtheezie mah neezie? idk how imma do this, buhh imma figure it out.

i only do it cuhz ily. =]

_wFL.

oh btw,

my all =
j^2 x n.

yu do thee math.

nite.


WFL.

its over.

like its really over. i GRAdUAtEd!!!!! =)

I'd lyk tuh take this tym out tuh thank every1 who came out && supported me. i couldn't do it w/o yall. ily guyssss! =)

_WFL.

welkum tuh graduation.

graduation is today! yessirrrrrrr! the moment I've longged for. tha moment i`ve worked sooo hard forr. tha moment they sed i`d neverrr see! is here! yesss! nd guess wuhh else is here! mah dadddd! man i missed this guy lyk no other. oh, nd guess wuhh ELSE is here? ppls attitudes. ERY1`s attitudee. usually i`lldeal w/ it buhh..today is MY day. so fukc yu, && ur attitude. ok? =)

_WFL.

done.

as of today, im givin up all the boo`s && startin over. i think its time tuh find love. && if 1 of yall r readin this,
im sorry.
buhh im more than positive i wnt find it in none of yall. =\ lol.

EXEPT ferr donte. i`ll be ecstatic tuh have anuthr chance @ us.
_WFL.

done.

juss woke up.

well...im awake. buhh nyjah`s ass aint! lol. this gurl is knokced out. i
wonder wuhh we`re doin today. hopefully not wuhh we did yesterday. =\
lol.
_weezieFladie.