campingg.

so carlton && my mom thot it wuld b fun tuh dragg us out to go camping at 1:30 in the morning;
i guess that was sum kinda inside joke. cuhz i really dnt get it.
we REFUSEDD tuh sleep outside inna TENT w. thee skunks, so now we`re sleeping inside of a van. im kinda skared too cuhs.... idk if im sleeping next to a bear or nyjah`s aunt. lol michelle is snoring soooo L0UD rii now bro! lmao. its all luhv tho. its really late/ early buhh ferr sum reason i cnt sleep. its juss a lot cloudin my brain rii now. 1st, i gotta get this goin away party tuhgether. then i needa start gettn this stuff for my dorm. THEN i [kinda] need a job, buhh its getting too late. gahh !

..i can sit here nd blame why i cnt g2 sleep on alotta things, buhh i kno the [real] reason i cnt sleep. the uthr day, i sent a page i wasn't spossed to. well, i take that bakc. i was SP0SSED tuh do it cuhs i did it, buhh wut was takin out of it was not at all wut i intended. i asked an old friend if i was still thot of. now most ppl wuld say that this was the wrong thing to do, buhh they must not quite understand. to go from... being sooo close, tuh being so distant, like...no hi no nuthin, can get real confusing. most people stay close w. they`re old 'friends', tlk to them ery now && again, chat; yu know.. just something. @ least yu dnt have to wonder if they know yu still exist. nd THESE are the ppl who think that it was wrong to send this page. buhh when i sent it, it was taken into the context of 'i wanna be w. yu again'. no. wrong-o. this is not @ all wuhh i asked. i in no way, shape or form want to try to break up the beautiful relationship that this 'old friend' has. all that i was saying; ALL that i was saying, is if i was even remembered. && because of this mix up, i`ve lost a valuble friend, and i regret it. i juss want her tuh know that im sorry, for any kinda trouble and/or mixup that i might have caused. she doesn't have to forgive me, i`ll understand, buhh i just needed it to be known that the way it was taken was [N0T] the way it was.... given. mmkay? =]

imma try this sleep thing again. hopefully this lady dnt start a tornado as hard as SHE`s breathin. lmao. =D


much luhv,
_WFL. ♥