i was talking to my best friend the other day abt how much he's changed. for the good and the bad . we talked about change and i thought it would be best to share it with everyone.
everyone is so ignorant when it comes to change. "you've changed" is an insult that most of us tend to hear. but to me .. i think of it like this. change is a good thing because it is inevitable. we're gunna change no matterr what. bc if we didnt , we would be acting the same way we did when we popped out the womb. of course the phrase is not to be taken so literal, but we all must understand that change IS going to come, good or bad. change is growth. you will grow and learn the fake from phony, the friends from foes, and the rights from wrongs. life is going to take u through experiences where you are to change and LEARN from your mistakes. the only time a problem occurs is when people forget . sure ur going to change, but never forget how things used to be. don't get so caught up in your new world and worry about that and that only. change, but remember.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
ooooooooohhhh Tremaine .
i don't capitalize a lot of names but you deserve it .
Tremaine Aldon Neverson, yu are soooo damn sexy. lol i felt like such a groupie last night , but i was twisted so i ddnt care! lol. keki ddnt either. cuz we SUREEE were by yu thee entire night. when you gave us champagne and had that conversation with me, i was like the wicked witch . i melted to the floorrr and turned into a big puddle of slimy infactuation. trey, i'm gonna see yu again. i know it. imma get famous just for you. and when we find eachother baby, its on. ;]
me and my new found glory ::
Friday, June 26, 2009
happy naughty nineteenth stevi renee !
happy birthday to the wonderful , beautiful, stevi renee darden! or should i say wonder woman? haha. yes. i was the originator of that. 8] lol. it didn't take much for me and stevi to click. it only took that one car ride in my tempo (omg remember tht car?) , when buy you a drank came on and we both noticed each other knowing the background parts that no one else noticed !! lol. and from there it blossomed into this wonderful friendship. i could never figure out my OWN boy problems, but i could always figure out hers lol. and vice versa. what was up with that steviiii? haha. but anyway, if you DIDNT know, stevi is definitely the best. from her witty sense of humor , to her beautiful angel-like singing voice, my sis is ALLL that!(no homo lol ). thanx for the great times. thanx for the car rides up to la vina when i knew you didnt want to do it lol. thanx for stealing the words out of my mouth that day we were all battling G (sarcasm) ! lol. thanx for being so musically inclined. thanx for hearing the same things that i heard on wednesday when we were .. elevated. lmbo. thanx for throwing them rock hard cornbreads at me that day (sarcasm again) ! haha. i can thank yu for tons of stuff you do and have did for me, but most importantly, thanx for always being there. happy birthday sis! love ya lotsssss . (=
an ode to M.J.
although i feel that people are going too wild over his death, especially the one's who didnt know him .. and although i feel that the only reason they're doing so is because he was famous, i have to admit: M.J. was amaaaazing. this man was so brilliant. he was born to entertain and he did such a great job every time. think about it. no other album in the WORLD has sold more than Thriller! still! even though he went from looking like a black man to the TOTAL OPPOSITE (a white woman) he will forever get his props in my book. plus, it wasn't his fault. it was his evil ass daddy's ! but anyway, this i an ode to Michael, for all of the wonderful-ness he has brought to our world. thanx for everything mike, we love ya. =]
the cleanest videos (well in his case, movies) of all time::
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
i got a story to tell .
i thought it would be cool to tell the truth.
i never was a real biggie fan. i mean he was cool , but he wasnt a wayne or nothin. i just thought that everyone hyped him and 2pac up cuz they were the first real, legit rappers. and cause they were dead. lol .
well that was UNTIL i read the lyrics to his song w. bone thugs called 'notorious thugs' . yo ... this cat is TOOOO real ! like he doesnt do analogy's nd stuff like wayne but his shit is clean ! and his song called " i got a story to tell" is so vivid and brilliant ! listen to it here ::
i think its better when yu read the lyrics.
"I kick flows for ya, kick down doors for ya
Even left all my motherfucking hoes for ya
Niggas think Frankie pussy whipped, nigga picture that
With a Kodak, Insta-ma-tak
We don't get down like that, lay my game down quite flat
Sweetness, where you parked at?
Petiteness but that ass fat
She got a body make a nigga wanna eat that, I'm fuck with you
The bitch official doe, dick harder than a missile yo
Try to hit if she trippin disappearing like Arsenio
Yo, the bitch push a double-oh
with the five in front, probably a conniving stunt
Y'all drive in front, I'm a peel with her
Find a deal with her, she fuck around and steal, huh?
Then we all get laced
Television's, Versacci heaven, when I'm up in em
The shit she kicked, all the shit's legit
She get dick from a player off the New York Knicks
Nigga tricked ridiculous, the shit was plush
She's stressing me to fuck, like she was in a rush
We fucked in his bed, quite dangerous
I'm in his ass while he playing against the Utah Jazz
My 112, CD blast, I was past
She came twice I came last, roll the grass
She giggle, say I don't smoke it on homegrown
Then I heard her moan, honey I'm home
Yep, tote chrome for situations like this
I'm up in his broad I know he won't like this
Now I'm like bitch you better talk to him
Before this fist put a spark to him
Fuck around shit get dark to him, put a part through him
Lose a major part to him, arm, leg
She beggin me to stop but this cat gettin closer
Gettin hot like a toaster, I cocks the toast, uhh
Before my eyes could blink
She screams out, "Honey bring me up somethin to drink!"
He go back downstairs more time to think
Her brain racing, she's telling me to stay patient
She don't know I'm, cool as a fan
Gat in hand, I don't wanna blast her man
But I can and I will doe, I probably chill doe
Even though situation lookin kinda ill yo
It came to me like a song I wrote
Told the bitch gimme your scarf, pillowcase and rope
Got dressed quick, tied the scarf around my face
Roped the bitch up, gagged her mouth with the pillowcase
Play the cut, nigga coming off some love potion shit
Flash the heat on em, he stood emotionless
Dropped the glass screaming, "Don't blast here's the stash,
a hundred cash just don't shoot my ass, please!"
Nigga pulling mad G's out the floor
Put stacks in a Prater knapsack, hit the door
Grab the keys to the five, call my niggas on the cell
Bring some weed I got a story to tell, uhh..."
did yu get what happened? lol. this guy is smooooth.
i never was a real biggie fan. i mean he was cool , but he wasnt a wayne or nothin. i just thought that everyone hyped him and 2pac up cuz they were the first real, legit rappers. and cause they were dead. lol .
well that was UNTIL i read the lyrics to his song w. bone thugs called 'notorious thugs' . yo ... this cat is TOOOO real ! like he doesnt do analogy's nd stuff like wayne but his shit is clean ! and his song called " i got a story to tell" is so vivid and brilliant ! listen to it here ::
i think its better when yu read the lyrics.
"I kick flows for ya, kick down doors for ya
Even left all my motherfucking hoes for ya
Niggas think Frankie pussy whipped, nigga picture that
With a Kodak, Insta-ma-tak
We don't get down like that, lay my game down quite flat
Sweetness, where you parked at?
Petiteness but that ass fat
She got a body make a nigga wanna eat that, I'm fuck with you
The bitch official doe, dick harder than a missile yo
Try to hit if she trippin disappearing like Arsenio
Yo, the bitch push a double-oh
with the five in front, probably a conniving stunt
Y'all drive in front, I'm a peel with her
Find a deal with her, she fuck around and steal, huh?
Then we all get laced
Television's, Versacci heaven, when I'm up in em
The shit she kicked, all the shit's legit
She get dick from a player off the New York Knicks
Nigga tricked ridiculous, the shit was plush
She's stressing me to fuck, like she was in a rush
We fucked in his bed, quite dangerous
I'm in his ass while he playing against the Utah Jazz
My 112, CD blast, I was past
She came twice I came last, roll the grass
She giggle, say I don't smoke it on homegrown
Then I heard her moan, honey I'm home
Yep, tote chrome for situations like this
I'm up in his broad I know he won't like this
Now I'm like bitch you better talk to him
Before this fist put a spark to him
Fuck around shit get dark to him, put a part through him
Lose a major part to him, arm, leg
She beggin me to stop but this cat gettin closer
Gettin hot like a toaster, I cocks the toast, uhh
Before my eyes could blink
She screams out, "Honey bring me up somethin to drink!"
He go back downstairs more time to think
Her brain racing, she's telling me to stay patient
She don't know I'm, cool as a fan
Gat in hand, I don't wanna blast her man
But I can and I will doe, I probably chill doe
Even though situation lookin kinda ill yo
It came to me like a song I wrote
Told the bitch gimme your scarf, pillowcase and rope
Got dressed quick, tied the scarf around my face
Roped the bitch up, gagged her mouth with the pillowcase
Play the cut, nigga coming off some love potion shit
Flash the heat on em, he stood emotionless
Dropped the glass screaming, "Don't blast here's the stash,
a hundred cash just don't shoot my ass, please!"
Nigga pulling mad G's out the floor
Put stacks in a Prater knapsack, hit the door
Grab the keys to the five, call my niggas on the cell
Bring some weed I got a story to tell, uhh..."
did yu get what happened? lol. this guy is smooooth.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
these hoes are wild !
if yu were ever wondering how these stars were in bed, here's your chance to find it out ! these groupies are wild. they're tellin ALL the buisness. haha . i thought it might be interesting .
Lil Wayne
(you know i had to lol)
So it happened around the time Wayne was in the Destinys Child "Soldier" video, he wasn't that huge at the time and he was playing in a charity basketball event at a local university. Wayne had a member of his crew come over and give me his phone number. My best friend and I called him after the event, he told us where he was staying, gave us his room number and told me to meet him. He was staying in a beautiful hotel and had a suite on the top floor, when we got there his room was full of managers, friends and one of his young money artists. He was so hospitable, he introduced us to everyone and made sure we had whatever we needed. After awhile everyone left including the friend I came with because she had work in the morning. I was drinking, he was smoking and we talked for a little bit, he was telling me about his daughter and his life. We eventually got in bed and he was just tired. He asked if I wanted to put a pillow between us because he didnt want me to feel pressured or uncomfortable or whatever. I said no but that night all we did was watch tv and fall asleep together. The next morning I had to be at work and I didnt have my car. I told him I literally lived two blocks away, and he gave me $250 for a cab that ended up only costing $12.00. After that we kept in contact until the next time he was in town, & thats when it went down lol. For a small guy, Wayne has a pretty nice size peen! Honestly I was suprised that being a little guy he had such a healthy package lol. We started out smoking and drinking again, on the couch just talking and watching tv. We started kissing and eventually got to the bed. The first thing he asked me was if my hair was real lol. I said yes & he said good because he liked to pull hair. So we're kissing and undressing and he laid back and looked at me and looked at his peen and said "dont you think daddy deserves it? He wanted oral sex, so I gave it to him. After that we had sex for about 45 minutes & he put it down! We started out missionary and ended up switching to every postion imaginable. He was gentle except for the hair pulling, it was a lot of kissing and touching but when it came to doggy style Wayne was a beast & I had an orgasm just from the sex itself. After that we fell asleep and in the morning he gave me more money for a taxi & I went home. We kept in contact for about another year and saw each other a twice after that. We wrapped it up every time, and although the situation was what it was, he was never disrespectful. I have nothing but good things to say about Wayne. He's humble and so down to earth. He was a perfect gentleman plus he had tha good "D". I give him an A! Thanks for listening, Peace!
Andre 3000
Dude is really gentle, he’s an easy lover. You can tell he’s not into fu*king, but making love. I gave him a massage, admired his tattoo of the man, woman and child on his back, as well the 7 and star on his chest and the possum on his arm, played with his hair watched Mobb Deep performing on some late night show. He made me take off this crayola colored wig I had on (I was a weird dresser myself), and admired all the hair I had underneath it. He’s a toe sucker and a FIRE-ASS pu**y licker! Andre is hung, and he knows it. He wears tight whites, too (so cute). So if you see a bulge in his pants, it’s real, it’s really real!! As for his technique, he’s very easy going. I kind of expected some freaky-deaky voo-doo feather fanning incense burning ‘Ommmmmm’ sex- but no. He’s like a boyfriend, he gives you what you want, gets what he wants, he’s verbal, but not vulgar. He’s just a grown man about it all. He’s one of the ones you’d let spend the night. He’s one of the ones you JUST MIGHT get up and cook some breakfast for .
Tyrese
His mouth should be for rent. His mouth is excellent. He started off with the mouth action. His mouth and dick are both good. He’s working with something major. It was, like R&B sex. More sensual. He likes it from the back, too.
crazy right? lol . you can look on this website to find out about other celebs:: backstagepazz.com.
Lil Wayne
(you know i had to lol)
So it happened around the time Wayne was in the Destinys Child "Soldier" video, he wasn't that huge at the time and he was playing in a charity basketball event at a local university. Wayne had a member of his crew come over and give me his phone number. My best friend and I called him after the event, he told us where he was staying, gave us his room number and told me to meet him. He was staying in a beautiful hotel and had a suite on the top floor, when we got there his room was full of managers, friends and one of his young money artists. He was so hospitable, he introduced us to everyone and made sure we had whatever we needed. After awhile everyone left including the friend I came with because she had work in the morning. I was drinking, he was smoking and we talked for a little bit, he was telling me about his daughter and his life. We eventually got in bed and he was just tired. He asked if I wanted to put a pillow between us because he didnt want me to feel pressured or uncomfortable or whatever. I said no but that night all we did was watch tv and fall asleep together. The next morning I had to be at work and I didnt have my car. I told him I literally lived two blocks away, and he gave me $250 for a cab that ended up only costing $12.00. After that we kept in contact until the next time he was in town, & thats when it went down lol. For a small guy, Wayne has a pretty nice size peen! Honestly I was suprised that being a little guy he had such a healthy package lol. We started out smoking and drinking again, on the couch just talking and watching tv. We started kissing and eventually got to the bed. The first thing he asked me was if my hair was real lol. I said yes & he said good because he liked to pull hair. So we're kissing and undressing and he laid back and looked at me and looked at his peen and said "dont you think daddy deserves it? He wanted oral sex, so I gave it to him. After that we had sex for about 45 minutes & he put it down! We started out missionary and ended up switching to every postion imaginable. He was gentle except for the hair pulling, it was a lot of kissing and touching but when it came to doggy style Wayne was a beast & I had an orgasm just from the sex itself. After that we fell asleep and in the morning he gave me more money for a taxi & I went home. We kept in contact for about another year and saw each other a twice after that. We wrapped it up every time, and although the situation was what it was, he was never disrespectful. I have nothing but good things to say about Wayne. He's humble and so down to earth. He was a perfect gentleman plus he had tha good "D". I give him an A! Thanks for listening, Peace!
Andre 3000
Dude is really gentle, he’s an easy lover. You can tell he’s not into fu*king, but making love. I gave him a massage, admired his tattoo of the man, woman and child on his back, as well the 7 and star on his chest and the possum on his arm, played with his hair watched Mobb Deep performing on some late night show. He made me take off this crayola colored wig I had on (I was a weird dresser myself), and admired all the hair I had underneath it. He’s a toe sucker and a FIRE-ASS pu**y licker! Andre is hung, and he knows it. He wears tight whites, too (so cute). So if you see a bulge in his pants, it’s real, it’s really real!! As for his technique, he’s very easy going. I kind of expected some freaky-deaky voo-doo feather fanning incense burning ‘Ommmmmm’ sex- but no. He’s like a boyfriend, he gives you what you want, gets what he wants, he’s verbal, but not vulgar. He’s just a grown man about it all. He’s one of the ones you’d let spend the night. He’s one of the ones you JUST MIGHT get up and cook some breakfast for .
Tyrese
His mouth should be for rent. His mouth is excellent. He started off with the mouth action. His mouth and dick are both good. He’s working with something major. It was, like R&B sex. More sensual. He likes it from the back, too.
crazy right? lol . you can look on this website to find out about other celebs:: backstagepazz.com.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
dannnnnng janet !
janet gets dowwwwwnnnn . for sure ! do NOT play her .
i gotta get one of those damn chairs ! haha . ole dud was toooo happy ! w. his gay ass. lol . this is my favorite 1 tho::
lol , this guy is a clown . matia && mynesha ! i got that drop and bounce part down pact ! lol
i gotta get one of those damn chairs ! haha . ole dud was toooo happy ! w. his gay ass. lol . this is my favorite 1 tho::
lol , this guy is a clown . matia && mynesha ! i got that drop and bounce part down pact ! lol
Monday, June 8, 2009
this 'jerking' epidemic .
all of the sudden , every one wants to be a damn jerk . all the kids and all the adults are going around so cal flapping their legs like a damn reversed chicken . people of this jerking epidemic , i am here to say that it MUST come to an end !!
i am so very sick of walking into a party just to see everyone jerking . especially to songs that cannot be jerked to !! stop jerking to bay and slow songs . stop jerking to luke !! that is not what the music was made for. if yu must jerk, jerk to them wack ass jerking songs by vixen ent, yg , new boys , and doo doo ass aieress ent . btw .. how far can these groups get ? cuz as soon as so cal is sick of jerking like i am , they wont be famous anymore . its just not gunna happen. they fucking suck as lyricists and only tlk abt how they 'jerk to the right and the left' and 'toot their shit' like a damn train .
i really cant wait for this to be over and done with . but dont trip i breaks it DOWN on the jerk ! 8-) lol . im just sick of it. =/
i am so very sick of walking into a party just to see everyone jerking . especially to songs that cannot be jerked to !! stop jerking to bay and slow songs . stop jerking to luke !! that is not what the music was made for. if yu must jerk, jerk to them wack ass jerking songs by vixen ent, yg , new boys , and doo doo ass aieress ent . btw .. how far can these groups get ? cuz as soon as so cal is sick of jerking like i am , they wont be famous anymore . its just not gunna happen. they fucking suck as lyricists and only tlk abt how they 'jerk to the right and the left' and 'toot their shit' like a damn train .
i really cant wait for this to be over and done with . but dont trip i breaks it DOWN on the jerk ! 8-) lol . im just sick of it. =/
the culprit .
yu guys won't believe this shit .
so , from the beginning of the school year , me and my room mate have been getting our books stolen . all together , about 6 books of mine have been stolen , and abt more or the same amount from her . && for the longest time , i could not put my finger on who this stealer might be . " it's definitely an inside job." thats what this one girl that i don't know told me when she overheard me telling my RA about it . i agreed . i mean , i knew tht it had to be someone who knew our schedule cuz they would get us when we were ghost for a while . my room mate suggested that it was probably the cleaning ladies since they had the key to our room . then she suggested someone was climbing thru our window since we were on the 1st floor [i never believed that lol] . but we still couldnt figure out who this culprit was. next thing yu know , books are coming up missing all throughout my dorm hall ! i knew i had to get to the bottom of it .
so i sat there and though abt it 2 sunday afternoons ago. i got into my law and order mode && started piecing this puzzle together . "where are they missing from ? what quarters did they come up missing? " and thats when i got it . the culprit ? tati , my mothafuckin roommate .
she's a smoooth ass criminal bruh . smoother than my skin [now that's smooth lol]. everywhere the books came up missing , she was friends w. the person at that time . 1st quarter it was flora , her books got stolen . 2nd quarter it was the boys , their books got stolen . 3rd , p12o . their shit got stolen . and when they werent friends w. tati , their shit was neverrr stolen ! so i went to the university book exchange && got my detective on . i showed them a picture of tati and asked how often they see her. come to find out , she sells books back 1-2 times a weeeeek !! =-O
so i gathered everyone up and called a meeting . i put her ass on BLAST . of course she denied it nd started crying, but everyone knew what part of the game it was. tht bitch was caught up like usher . anyway , she left that day . hasnt been back since . and this week is finals week ! haha . oh , i ddnt mention .. she's getting kicked outta school for failing . i guess her goal was to get SOMETHING out of college , and if it wasnt gunna be education , it was gunna be the money she got from selling books back to the university book exchange . smh . what a smart , dumb nigga .
so , from the beginning of the school year , me and my room mate have been getting our books stolen . all together , about 6 books of mine have been stolen , and abt more or the same amount from her . && for the longest time , i could not put my finger on who this stealer might be . " it's definitely an inside job." thats what this one girl that i don't know told me when she overheard me telling my RA about it . i agreed . i mean , i knew tht it had to be someone who knew our schedule cuz they would get us when we were ghost for a while . my room mate suggested that it was probably the cleaning ladies since they had the key to our room . then she suggested someone was climbing thru our window since we were on the 1st floor [i never believed that lol] . but we still couldnt figure out who this culprit was. next thing yu know , books are coming up missing all throughout my dorm hall ! i knew i had to get to the bottom of it .
so i sat there and though abt it 2 sunday afternoons ago. i got into my law and order mode && started piecing this puzzle together . "where are they missing from ? what quarters did they come up missing? " and thats when i got it . the culprit ? tati , my mothafuckin roommate .
she's a smoooth ass criminal bruh . smoother than my skin [now that's smooth lol]. everywhere the books came up missing , she was friends w. the person at that time . 1st quarter it was flora , her books got stolen . 2nd quarter it was the boys , their books got stolen . 3rd , p12o . their shit got stolen . and when they werent friends w. tati , their shit was neverrr stolen ! so i went to the university book exchange && got my detective on . i showed them a picture of tati and asked how often they see her. come to find out , she sells books back 1-2 times a weeeeek !! =-O
so i gathered everyone up and called a meeting . i put her ass on BLAST . of course she denied it nd started crying, but everyone knew what part of the game it was. tht bitch was caught up like usher . anyway , she left that day . hasnt been back since . and this week is finals week ! haha . oh , i ddnt mention .. she's getting kicked outta school for failing . i guess her goal was to get SOMETHING out of college , and if it wasnt gunna be education , it was gunna be the money she got from selling books back to the university book exchange . smh . what a smart , dumb nigga .
Thursday, June 4, 2009
i should tell ya mama on you.
man ,
this video is remarkable .
this homeless man is doing the beat and the song at the same time. like everything that yu hear is coming from his mouth and hands. i know... what is it w. me and homeless men? lol . but its just so cool to me cuz ppl think homeless ppl cnt do anything. but they are sooo wrong ! i mean even tho im afraid of homeless ppl, this guy gets props. i would bump this song in my car for sure.
look ::
sheeeeeeeeeeeesh !
this video is remarkable .
this homeless man is doing the beat and the song at the same time. like everything that yu hear is coming from his mouth and hands. i know... what is it w. me and homeless men? lol . but its just so cool to me cuz ppl think homeless ppl cnt do anything. but they are sooo wrong ! i mean even tho im afraid of homeless ppl, this guy gets props. i would bump this song in my car for sure.
look ::
sheeeeeeeeeeeesh !
relationships are like glass .
sometimes its better to leave them broken than to get hurt tryna put em back together .
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
so he did another one . hmmm .
ohhhh so its not gay because THIS TIME you have on boxer breifs and ur humping the floor and a chair instead of air. [ I ] seeeeeee .
what part of the game is this ?! please someone. let me know !!
what part of the game is this ?! please someone. let me know !!
he loves me .
you love me.
es.pe.cial-
ly different.
ev.er.y
time
you keep. me
on my feet.
happ.il.y
ex.cit.ed.
by ,
your cologne
your hands.
your smile.
your intelligence.
you woo me.
you court me.
you tease me.
you please me.
you school me.
give me some things to think about. [;
ignite me.
you invite me.
you co-write me.
you love me.
you like me.
you incite me.
to
chorrr-
uuus .
es.pe.cial-
ly different.
ev.er.y
time
you keep. me
on my feet.
happ.il.y
ex.cit.ed.
by ,
your cologne
your hands.
your smile.
your intelligence.
you woo me.
you court me.
you tease me.
you please me.
you school me.
give me some things to think about. [;
ignite me.
you invite me.
you co-write me.
you love me.
you like me.
you incite me.
to
chorrr-
uuus .
b e a u t i f u l . (=
someone out there knows why i decided to write it like this.
Othello.
"I’ve always wanted to live like a hawk. I know you’re not supposed to be jealous of anything but--to take flight.. to soar over everything and everyone-- now that’s livin’. But a hawk is no good around normal birds. They can’t fit in. Even though all the other birds probably wanna be hawks they hate ‘em for what they can’t be. proud…powerful…determined…dark. Odin is a hawk. he soars above us. He can fly. One of these days everyone’s gonna pay attention to me because I’m gonna fly too."
- O of Othello.
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