the worst feeling in the world is feeling inadequate . feeling that maybe the dream or goal yu have set for yourself can't be accomplished , and yu are somehow at fault for it . i hate feeling like that . but lately , that's how ive been feeling w. this ANTM thing .
the second worst feeling is not being supported by my mom with this whole thing . as much as she doesnt want to just come out and admit it , she doesnt support me . she thinks the only way i'd win is by luck . isnt that something ? " maybe yu should fix your teeth first ." my teeth ? there is nothing wrong with my teeth . ohhhhhh my GAP yu mean . my character . the very thing that defines me . yu want me to get rid of it ? simply bc yu had a complex w. YOURS when yu were a kid ? f* that . thats bullshit . sorry ma , but it is . im fine with my gap . in fact i live it . it isnt going anywhere.
dont get me wrong .. i live my mom . its just that she can be discouraging at times without even realizing it .i just feel like .. i KNOW i can make it . and when yu feel like that , yu shouldnt let anyone stop yu or discourage yu . when you're sure of yourself , be sure of yourself . and dont let anyone stop yu . ANYONE . not even the person you thought would be rooting for yu the loudest .
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