very upset;

well, not really. my bestfriend kinda hurted mah feelings juss now. so im ignoringg him nd akting sleep.

n e way, tuhday was a gud 1. tlkd tuh mom abt erything. she really missed me. now i kinda feel bqad for not meetin her yesterday. she sed she was sad b/c i was, nd whenever sumthins wrong w. me, sumthins wrong w. her. it was a great tlk nd im glad we had it. welp, im tuh bed.

gnite! =]

_WFL <3

gudmorninggg.

nd erytym he see me,
he makes sure tuh tell me he needs me.
things lyk this come easy
when ur makin luhv tuh weezie.
buhh he`s mah lemon squeezie.
nd i gotta let him kno,
all these doodes around,
buhh when he kum they gotta go.
he knows the buisness tho,
nd he gives it tuh me daily.
if im goin too deep,
i need not fuh yu tuh save me.
nd if im just sleep,
lemme dream untill im 80.
im so glad he fell in luhv
widd weezie f. ladie. :)

so two days ago rite;

i come into the house. its me, my brain[ely], stevi, nd taylor moore. we come in, greet ery 1, even tho roger doesn't really greet us bakc. so we come in , rogers in the kitchen doin the dishes, buhh the tv is on. so i say, 'roger, r yu watchin this? or can i turn?' no respose. but that's nuthn out of the ordinary. so i wait abt 5-10 minutes juss incase he decided tuh say 'no wait! i was watchin that!' . buhh he never says n e thing. so we turn. next thing yu kno, this nigguh turns the radio up in the kitchen, BLASTiNGGG the radio. we no longer can hear the tv. so i turn that shit up so we can. then he turns the radio up, lyk...tryna compete w. me or sumthin. next thing yu kno, jesse kums nd says ' oh iman, roger wants yu in the kitchen -- even tho the kitchen is rite next 2 the living room nd he could've came nd told me himself -- buhh n e way, i go in the kitchen. he says ' hey is the radio too loud for yu? ' 'yeahh juss a lil. if yu kuld turn it down a bit that`ll b cool. ' nd THEN, thass when this nigguh lost his head. ' I WAS IN HERE LISSENEN TUH THA RADIO TRYNA COOK 4 THA KIDS ND U JUSS GON BRING YO FRIENDS UP IN HERE ND TURN THE TV UP SO I CNT HEAR IT! THAT SHIT IS DISRESPEKTFUL......' yada yada yada. by then i wasn't evn hearin wut he was sayin. i was too busy in my head thinkin...is this nigguh serious rii now?? so i say ' roger. ok.' [nd walk away w. an attitude.] he says 'wut? ' i say 'ok' nd go bakc nd turn the tv down. tuh me, this was the most mature thing tuh do. instead of sittn there nd arguin w. him, i decided 2 wlk away 4rm it nd juss do wtf he sed. then this mutha fukca kums nd tosses me the fone; my aunt Lisa is on it. she says she already heard the story nd evn when im telln her my side, she says she dnt wanna hear it cuhz i always have an attitude. lemme tell yu wut roger said happened. he says i came in w. all my friends w. all my friens when he has tha radio on in the kitchen nd juss come nd turn the tv up ovr his music nd keep turnin it up. nd he sed when i went to tlk 2 him he sed 'is this too loud for yu? ' nd i sed 'yeah so yu need tuh turn it down. ' he ddnt bothr 2 tell her wut he was sayin, but he sed i walked [AWAY] sayin 'wutever , wutever.' lemme tell yu y this makes no sense. b.c if he had the radio was on in the kitchen, y wuld he have the t.v. on in the livin room too? =\ tha truth is tht niggguh ddnt have the radio on when i came in there. so bakc 2 tha convo w. lisa. she tells me that she doesn't want us in the same house 2gether. i sed 'so yu want me 2 leave? ' she starts tlkn nd tlkn. i say 'well i`ll juss leave if thass wuhh yu want.' she says 'eave then.' clikc. she pikced that nigguh ovr me. she pikcd ttht nigguh ovr fam. then i left.

now im hearin erybody tlk abt how im wrong 4 havin the attitude, buhh he did nuthn wrong. im sooo sikc of it. haven't tlkd 2 lisa since. so my bessfrien toll me that i can stay @ his dorm till friday. nd thass wuhh im doin. im not goin bakc.

i left a lot out buhh i really dnt feel lyk typin all tht. questions? aim me.

much lust,
WFL. <3

ahhh, thass enuff. =D

been off aim alllll day. now its time to return. got tym tuh clear mah head, nd only spoke tuh the selective few i wanted to. now its bakc tuh the land of awayyss. i mite do it again 2morrow too. we`ll seee.

&& this is how it goes;

im not gunna be on aim fuh about 2-3 days. i believe mah mind is on aim strike, nd i`d hate to go against it. i`ll still blogg nd ish, buhh yu wnt find me writin nan [AWAY] , nor readin one. so yeahhh.... bye !