oh yeah , i talked to Robin Thicke earlier today .

i already talked about it on my other blog tho so i wont go through it again . just know that i love him ! (:

he went from a blood to a kappa .

its crazy what college does for people in the hood . it changes them for the better in so many ways that people dont even realize . i think about all the gangstas at dorsey that never really had anything goin for them. all they knew how to do was gangbang . so thats where they at now .. still in the same hood doin the same thing . gangbangin . but it was other niggas that gangbanged but also had the gift of athleticism . so they got into sports like basketball and football and its like .. football has saved SO many of my friends. it saved them in highschool by being able to use football practice as an excuse for why they couldnt rob the liquor store that night and stayin outta trouble , and it saved them by gettin them to college and outta that lifestyle . its funny tho . cuz all them niggas that was bloods are kappas now . and all them crips is sigmas . they're affiliated in more positive ways now .

but its the same for girls tho . because the girls in high school that was never about shit are STILL not about shit . they either caught up on some nigga that aint about shit either or they got a baby . then they leave all the college girls to ask, " why is everyone gettin pregnant ?" i'll tell you why . cause when we were filling out college applications , they were chillin wit Day Day n' nem . when we were worried about acceptance letters they were worried about what to wear to school . its all about your priorities .

college is the choice to either live or exsist . thats a different post tho . now i just wanna say this : if you made it to college with the goal to finish and out of the hood and you didnt end up like Rodney or Kash-Monee' , big ups to you homie . i see yu . (:

this song right HERE nigga ?

do NOT push pause on my page .
just listen to this song . The-Dream killed this shit !! straight murdered the beat AND the chorus . i'm convinced that it was his song and then he just gave it to Snoop like "ahhh you can have it ." i'm glad he didnt keep it tho . theres no way i coulda took a whole song of The-Dream . it just woulda been overload of greatness . lol . its cool though cause after the chorus it just goes strait into Snoop's smooth ass voice . sheeshhhhh . they did that !

cop that ::
Luv Drunk-Snoop feat. Dream

btw , go cop snoop's cd . (even though it's not his style at all .)

all i gotta do is pull this trigger?

i changed my major to creative writing today ! (: yay me . im claiming my double major of philosophy in fall too . but anyways, i think i wanna start doing short stories -- a series kinda. lets see how it goes.

Part 1

Its just another day in the neighborhood . Niggas decided to act up yesterday so now I got business to handle. Im staring at this man in the mirror. Is he ready ? I gotta be . I got my durag on , i got my bomber jacket , and i got my nine . the epitome of a black man tryna make it in Bronx, NY. killin was never really my thing till i started fuckin with these Bloods . but they do for me so i gotta return the favor.
"Carrington, get yo ass out of the bathroom and come eat dinner!" I wish she would stop callin me that shit. "I told you, its C-hood now mama! Damn." She dont listen.
Ma did her thing on them greens. She always knows how to make a nigga happy.
"Alright Ma, I gotta go."
"So soon? Where you goin baby?"
"I got buisness to handle."
Those words pierced through every inch of her body. Those were the same words my daddy said to her 7 years ago the night he died. She hung her head as she tried to suck the tears back into her sockets. "Carrington, please be smart. I know you grown and everything now and you THINK you know everything but really don't, boy. You don't have to live this kind of lifestyle. You don't have to follow in your father's footsteps."
"Alright Ma, I'll be safe." I wasn't tryna hear all that. I'm a man and i gotta do what I gotta do. I embraced her with a long hug and gave her a kiss on the cheek. I let her know I loved her as I walked out the door. I usually dont do all that extra shiit but today I had to. A nigga didnt know if he'd ever make it back.

somebody come get me .

dont sleep on melanie fiona .